Gary's Digest

Moved

2009-09-28T19:10:00.001+08:00

Alright.. SITE ADDRESS MOVED.. check mah facebook profile page (it shows the my links) or msn personal msg for new link.. =] SRY for the inconvenience XD

Heroes Volume 5!!!

2009-09-27T10:52:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA i just downloaded Heroes haha.. man its so awesome.. =]...SPoilers ahead~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~AAAh Tracy is so amazing haha i'm so happy shes not dead =] i love her even more than before now! shes like immortal man... Now shes like my dream power haha.. water/ice its so cool.. And then whats up with the new breed of super evil people == with wierd powers... theres

Eklektos 26th Sept 2009

2009-09-26T22:02:00.002+08:00

Hmm wow.. eklektos is really a place where you can totally forget all your burdens and problems and completely just cut loose, hang back, have fun and worship God...but... after all that and back at home? not so much.... Anyways.. regarding the previous post.. umm.. its hard to explain.. but yeah.. so thanks for the people who like give me encouragement and stuff.. but.. facts are facts... It

Lower Than Dirt

2009-09-25T18:48:00.003+08:00

Hmm.. yes.. i feel lower than dirt right now.. why? THIS DAY IS SO LOUSY!.. hmm lets start in the beginning.. my DAD showed up at school.. and was talking to some guy whom i barely knew.. and was talking about home and stuff.. so stupid man.. embarassing.. whats worse is that person i only knew like for 1 week? and its those y'know cool type of person.. geez... Hmm to top things off i didn't get

Wow

2009-09-25T09:21:00.000+08:00

Wow.. this facebook app never ceases to amaze me.. look what i got..."Just rest for a moment. It's OK. Yes, things are crazy, yes, the world is going nuts. Yet, deep underneath the stormy waves, there, in ...the core of your being, there is pure silence, pure love. And ... it's ... just ... OK."

Worse

2009-09-24T21:47:00.004+08:00

Another POST?! well yeah.. sorry... i just.. ugh.. why do things keep getting worse when i try to make things better.. its like i try to solve a problem the problem just keeps getting worse.. the harder i try to explain the more complicated and confusing it gets.. AAAAAH!! this is so confusing/complicated... People please ignore some things i say in msn at some time.. dunno why but i get taken

Confusion

2009-09-24T20:36:00.002+08:00

What? i'm posting twice on one day? haha yes i am.. just to vent a little again ==ARGH WHYY~! why am i feeling this way.. it's never happenned before and i don't think its time yet.. Everyone tells me the word which describes these feelings but i refuse to acknowledge that~! ITS NOT! at least i don't think it is... ITS NOT!... =\ I'm NOT ready.. and its not.. it just isn't.. so stop saying it is..

Sigh..

2009-09-24T16:53:00.006+08:00

(started as just random writing XD but yeah.. maybe i'll name it something HAHA)Dedicated to Couples <3 TogetherWish i could just walk down that sandy beach with a special someone hand in hand.. While walking down the beach just gazing across the sea to wait for that perfect moment where the sun sits perfectly between the sky and the ocean. To see that perfect tint of orange and perfect shade of

Awesome DAY

2009-09-23T18:02:00.002+08:00

WOAH! i LOVE today haha.. well lets see lets start in the very beginning =]HMMM.. well like i mentioned earlier.. Sunny forced me to join this skit for thanksgiving for our school.. and i didn't really want to join in the beginning but hey.. i gotta try right? AND IT WAS AMAZING! well haha.. it was fun la =]... makes me forget all my problems haha.. well.. i got to hear pro drumming XD and nice

Two Is Better Than One

2009-09-22T17:33:00.003+08:00

yeah.. well.. i dunno what to write.. i feel so... broken and torn apart.. If i don't be careful i know i'll sink back into that depression that consumed me before.. but.. i'm sorry ... it can't be helped.. i just feel so........ destroyed.. So yeah... theres a song with lyrics that are amazing.. its called Two Is Better Than One.. well here are the parts that i love the most..I remember what you

Mild Emo-ness

2009-09-21T20:14:00.004+08:00

Well yeah whoops sorry ==..I have another blog actually where i blog all my hurts and emoness but yeah.. i don't feel like logging into that account right now ==.. don't try searching for it.. because.. i put it so it would not be found through google search... so there .. HA!.. ==Just want to vent for a while.. sorry ya..Well yeah.. here goes..I honestly dunno what to do.. or think now.. Well..

Eklektos 19th Sept 2009

2009-09-19T21:48:00.009+08:00

Welcome to Eklektos Weekly.. featuring the point of view from me.. on my saturday days XD...Anyways... Err started out as a REALLY boring saturday... thank god i had something to do at around 4pm XD... erm so the morning i just practiced for the worship later.. so yeah haha.. At 4pm when reach..CATHY WASN'T LATE!! haha no la joking.. but yeah she arrived before me.. =] and also .... the KEYBOARD

Worship Practice?

2009-09-18T18:10:00.003+08:00

Awesome car =].. haha..Anyways. I just got back from Worship Practice... its 6PM now XD.. hmm it was pretty fun.. =] mmm... Cathy was late XD... i reached around 3pm and it only started around 3:30... haha... messed up alot!.. XD.. i couldn't change to the right chords at the right time... kept going to wrong chords sigh.. dunno how i'll do tomorrow during cell.. hopfully not many people come

Prayer Meeting Again XD

2009-09-17T16:18:00.005+08:00

hmm well.. exam was the same.. stupid and relaxed haha.. today 16 people didn't come to school.. so we only had like 26 students in the class.. not much of an exam mood.. we threw paper airplanes at the last 30 mins XDWell yeah then there was prayer... umm.. Frank was sharing.. and yeah ahha.. we over-talked before it so we only started the real sharing like at 2:15... lol.. then talk talk talk

Uncertainty

2009-09-16T17:40:00.002+08:00

hmm.. well today during holidays.. i didn't do much XD. in the morning from 9-12 i was at tuition for Accounts.. haha.. so i was up early =\...Well after that i marathon watched an anime haha its called "Air TV" its really touching.. made me cry haha.. not that surprising since i cry to alot of things XD anyways that gave me alot of inspiration.. and since what has been going on lately.. my

Excel Day 1

2009-09-15T18:35:00.004+08:00

Well today lightened up my mood abit.. Came to school with all those thoughts and "what ifs" in my mind.. kinda ruined me.. and now it still is ruining me.. sigh.. but yeah.. did my exams.. now the exams were really funny.. during Moral exam.. since it was excel and nobody cared even the teachers didn't care XD.. erm.. everyone pretty much brought in the answers haha.. I didn't la.. =] but i

Feelin Down..

2009-09-14T18:31:00.000+08:00

bad things have just been hitting me over and over again.. bleh..

Doulos

2009-09-13T17:04:00.004+08:00

bah.. back from doulos with eklektians XDHow did i go?Oscar sent me.. and sent me home too..What did i do?Just hang around...What did i buy?Nothing...What did i say?Not much...What have i done?Waste other people's petrol....?Who did i meet?Janice/MathewWhich were there?lots of them were there.. i can't list out all of em..Why am i writing like this?Dunno..-----end of doulos------Found out about

Eklektos 12th Sept 2009

2009-09-12T22:06:00.002+08:00

Haha.. well.. on to my weekly review of Eklektos XD..Hmm well first of all.. i went to an eklektos cell group =] Its called E5 XD.. anyways yeah.. hmm i arrived around like 4:10pm.. and err.. yeah.. haha i think her name is Fran? or short nickname at least haha.. showed me to the E2 room to wait for E5 people.. And erm.. yeah haha.. there was this one guy.. timmy? isit.. anyways yeah he was

A Gift Of A Friend

2009-09-12T12:08:00.007+08:00

i loooovvveee this song.. the lyrics are so amazing =]Gift Of A Friend LyricsSometimes You think You'll Be Fine by YourselfCause a Dream is a Wish You Make all aloneIts Easy to Feel Like You Dont Need HelpBut Its Harder To Walk On Your OwnYou'll ChangeInsideWhen YouRealizeThe World Comes To Lifeand Everythings AlrightFrom Beginning To EndWhen You Have a FriendBy Your SideThat Helps You To FindThe

Self Motivation XD

2009-09-10T21:43:00.002+08:00

G----Glorius-------------(not sure)A----Amazing-----------(umm.... i don't think so)R----Rare---------------(YESH!)E----Expensive----------(haha)L----Light---------------(As in weight or light and darkness?XD)E----Excellent-----------(in what kind of way? O.O)O----Outstanding-------(right......==)S----Sharp--------------(haha i'm pointy!.. or am i observant?.. hmm)=]

Prayer...

2009-09-10T16:58:00.002+08:00

My gosh.. just now during prayer.. Apple asked me to close the prayer XD.. i was like.. WHAT?! O.O... and then yeah.. during other people's praying i was shaking like mad.. Like.. uncontrollably XD.. sunny saw me and was like wanting to laugh lol..What do you expect.. sitting there suddenly like " hey you close the prayer ah?..okay.. thanks." and its like so shocking... I was like shaking like

PROMOTION!~

2009-09-09T16:02:00.007+08:00

Haha.. well.. since everyone else is doing it.. why not? =]Umm Janice is coming back haha.. for a week.. and she'll be giving her testimonial this week.. =] haven't seen her for a while haha.. but yeah she doesn't know me.. only my parents.. XD..PS.. I'll be going to Saturday's Cell Group this week.. to.. testing XDAnyways.. yeah.. Come one come all hahaDate: 12 SeptVenue: Kyrugma HouseTime: 7:

HMMMM...

2009-09-08T18:50:00.003+08:00

haha.. guess my next update isn't on saturday after all XD.. anyways.. Short one la haha..Failed Chemistry.. FOR SURE.. XD... i need serious help with it.. anyone can tutor me? XDAnd.. concerning cell group =]I HAVE transportation for the saturday one at 4pm... then i guess after its finished i'll just stay till eklektos celebration is over... so i don't need to make so many trips.. NOW the

Future

2009-09-07T18:29:00.002+08:00

First of all.. see this thing on facebook that is surprisingly always correct for me XD.. whenever i'm in some kind of mood.. this thing always gives me the thing i need to hear =] so this time i logged on and it gave me On this day of your life, Gareleos, we believe God wants you to know... ... that humans learn only by trial and error, and that includes you.

Stupidity XD

2009-09-06T10:30:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA! how stupid of me.. if you read the post about last nights youth.. forget the negative parts XD... dunno why.. but yeah negativity attacked.. but yeah i realise that now.. and its stupid.. i don't feel like writing another post on it though XD.. cause.. its pretty much what i remembered.. so haha.. the same except ignore the negative negative things... XDWell i just came back from church

Eklektos 5th September 2009

2009-09-05T21:50:00.011+08:00

hmm.. i dunno why.. but i feel.. down... after tonight =\ well... i dunno maybe i'll figure out why after i write everything down..Lets see.. came to Kyrugma House at around... 7:24pm.. Pretty normal.. got said "hi" to.. then hmm.. sat down in the circle somewhere at the far end haha.. moment i came in frank was like "hey!" then points at a spot and Oscar also goes "hey!" and points at a spot..

Waiting For A Sign..

2009-09-05T10:05:00.003+08:00

... to go at 4pm or 7pm?.. now that is the question..

Wishes

2009-09-04T16:06:00.001+08:00

Wishing i had someone i could just dump everything on.. so someone knows and understands.. I know.. u're gonna probably say .. you can always talk to God!... but.. i need someone more...'responsive' right now.. coz well.. its not like he talks back much does he?

Happy!

2009-09-03T17:29:00.004+08:00

Haha.. i stayed back after school again.. like i said XD.. well.. moral was okay... but BM was hell.. the questions didn't make much sense at all ==.. it all depends on my paper 1 now XD.. yeah i stayed back for prayer meeting and normal studies.. till 4pm..LOVED PRAYER! =] yeah.. haha Apple prayed for me.. and i felt blessed =].. something about me doing something to glorify god in the future..

Really Short Update XD

2009-09-02T17:58:00.001+08:00

haha this is really short.. umm..... i probably failed my add maths.. and my history.. I stayed back till 4pm.. had fun.... saw some people.. hung out with some friends.. XD... now i'm online.. and soon going to tuition for 3 hours for maths.. i know.. MATHS?! haha.. yeah... maths.. i'm bad at counting things hahahaha dunno why i'm in science stream.. should belong in arts.. oh well.. XD.. at

Movin Down

2009-09-01T18:51:00.002+08:00

Haha.. well...... the holiday posts are moving down! coz this ones gonna push em down haha.. dun care if you guys read it already or not ;]... anyways... there were trials today.. Today's subjects were add maths paper 2 and english paper 2... so .. yeah.. well.. add maths is a sure fail XD.. but on the bright side i did my english right XD...Yeah before exams i cried XD.. dunno if thats

Short Update

2009-08-30T20:04:00.002+08:00

haha.. short right.. XD.. whatever lol.. ummmm... hmm i knew what i was gonna write about but i can't remember what.. hopefully it'll came later on XD.. hmm lets see... i'll start off with.. my foot feels weird whenever i move it XD... yeah i mentioned what happenned in an earlier post.. go read la XD... so hmm.. i can't remember oh... hmm lets see... my song has a name now? XD.. its named "Wind"

I care more than you think i do.. I know more than you think i do.. I get it.. i understand..

2009-08-29T16:17:00.001+08:00

Sunny Night..

2009-08-29T09:01:00.005+08:00

the vidshaha.. anyways yeah.. last night was SUNNY's Birthday.. so... like i usually do.. i'll start out from the very beginning =]Umm.. i woke up.. went online XD.. then i saw.. someone thats not usually online XD... FRANK! so i chatted with him i guess... then he went to pack for tomorrow's retreat.. which is today XD.. anyways yeah we chatted about stuff .. unimportant stuff haha just goofing

Song i made :)

2009-08-27T15:43:00.003+08:00

Yep this is a song i made up XD or so you say .. composed haha... anyways here it ishttp://www.facebook.com/video/video.php?v=1216642421278

Holidays

2009-08-26T13:30:00.002+08:00

Haha.. holidays are really boring.. no one to talk to.. no one that you anticipate on talking to or meeting.. just at home.. doing nothing.. bleh.. regret not trying to go to the church retreat.. ==.. but haha maybe the times not here yet.. slowly bah.. slowly XD..Its so boring.. nobody is on msn or facebook haha.. trying to study.. but reeally can't focus.. :/ not good i know.. but i will study.

Happiest Day Since A While..

2009-08-23T18:50:00.005+08:00

Just got back from KK music fest.. haha.. Last night was the best night.. today is the best day XD.. i'm so happy even though i might not look it lol.. Anyways.. Yeah I'll start from the beginning again XD This is straight from my thoughts so i'm writing without thinking what i'm writing XD... Auto Typing lolWhen i woke up today i was like "great.. another boring sunday where i do absolutely

Youth 22nd Aug 2009

2009-08-22T22:41:00.002+08:00

Hmm.. i don't really wanna push down my recent post with this post.. but i can't help blogging about youth every week haha.. so please read the one below this one too :) coz its really motivating for me. And also inspirational.. And i'm really happy that alot of people read my blog :) at least i know i express my feelings for something instead of nothing.. So i'll start at the beginningOkAY! umm.

Recent Happenings

2009-08-22T18:15:00.003+08:00

Dunno.. lately alot of strange freaky things going on XD.. Umm.. i've been really paranoid in the past couple of days.. its like theres something constantly trying to get me.. and i'm trying to get the stupid negative thoughts outta my head.. its holding me back. and i know where these thoughts are coming from.. and they are from a very .. unpleasant... place.. I'm NOT going to let IT/HIM win..

Original Plan

2009-08-21T21:03:00.004+08:00

Hmm.. well.. thank you sunny and miah and calvin i guess? :) You guys gave me some advice on this whole christian thing. And well.. i can't say it completely cleared everything from my mind.. but it has cleared a bit.. Well heres what was wrong..In my mind.. was an internal conflict. Good versus Evil and vice versa. And somewhere along the sidelines evil slipped through.. and now i don't know how

Spiritual Counseling

2009-08-20T21:23:00.002+08:00

.... i need someone christian to explain or give me advice.. coz i'm realllly confused now in the christian world.. its soooo confusing.... argh.. its stressing me out.. why now of all times... sigh.. i don't know what to do anymore.. i need someone to really just explain things.. someone i'm comfortable to talk to and tell and share.. maybe someone from prayer? or.. eklektos? i dunno.. AAAAH!!!!

Something Different

2009-08-20T17:28:00.003+08:00

hmm i guess the only things i could remember of today was umm a talk on interviews and resume writing xD.. and a few people ditched.. and got caught.. and stuff happenned ==.. so that was something bad haha.. oh yeah! and haha miah actually complimented on one of my random hitting the table XD.. he said it was "good" haha and i don't even officially play drums == i just randomly tap my fingers on

Thank Yous

2009-08-19T17:24:00.003+08:00

Haha.. yeah i'm pretty much almost back to normal.. only an occasional thought here and there haha.. so yeah... i'd like to thank so many people for helping out... so here they are..wendy, -advice/listening to me ventoscar, -advice/listening to me ventkaren joelle, -advice/listening to me ventcalvin lee, -advice/listening to me ventsunny, -advice/taking my mind off things/listening to me

Isolated..

2009-08-18T20:40:00.002+08:00

I feel so .. alone now.. haha .. yeah.. no one is on msn.. no one is on facebook.. and no one is replying my sms-es.. >.> *cough*andy*cough*...*cough*wendy*cough*... XD no la.. not pointing at anyone.. got many more not replying ==....just.. feels... quiet.....

Not So Much Like Yesterday

2009-08-18T18:11:00.002+08:00

Wow.. today was really happy :) my mind got took off of things.. but now that i have peace and quiet it slowly sinks back in.. anyways.. in the morning in the car i heard this really emo song.. and that made me emo.. then i was emo at school.. for like until recess.. then i lightened up abit :) and started to have fun, joke, laugh and stuff... Then came after school wehre i thought i'd be alone

Afternoon of Misery

2009-08-17T18:14:00.004+08:00

Bah stupid la.. i was getting happier.. but then school came.. and i had too much time to think.. In school the entire day from 7:30 till 1pm we were in the school hall listening to junk talks.. about college and stuff.. it was sooo boring.. and boring = to thinking.. which then led to negative thinking which then made me emo.. AGAIN!.. stupid...To top things off! after at around 1 :30 we had add

Rehabilitation

2009-08-16T16:18:00.004+08:00

Haha.. as the title says.. i'm trying to make myself SO busy so that i can't think about all the negative crap.. the moment i have time to myself i start thinking wildy out of proportions.. so yeah.. i need a lot of things to do..i've studied physics.. i've edited photos.. made gifs.. and sorted out all my pics into categories depending on occasions and who are in them, I've drawn, i've watched

Youth

2009-08-15T22:24:00.009+08:00

Youth never fails me. I admit i was being really depressed at the beginning.. but then yeah i always get comfortable after like 15 mins.. :) especially with all the good music (courtesy of oscar's leading voice XD and gang) and awesome speaker tonight :).. It was Calvin Lee haha... he always has this different spark to his sharing.. Its not exactly a sermon but it gets the job done.. and he

5C GIFS

2009-08-15T14:00:00.003+08:00

yeah i made one.. for fun.. outta pure insane boredom.. so here it is.. its suckish i know.. i'll make more.. when i have the time.. it kinda takes my mind off things..

Early

2009-08-15T09:03:00.002+08:00

Just wake up.. terus kena cakap.. no mood again.. ruin my whole day..

Death

2009-08-14T15:02:00.003+08:00

I wanna die.. so that all this is taken away.. so that i can be happy forever.. i hate this life.. if i could restart it then i would.. i'm killing myself slowly... with all these things happening.. i can't take it anymore.. my mind is going to snap.. my will shattered.. my heart broken... my determination destroyed..Before.. i was happy when i got home to my perfect little abode.. and i hated

96 Days

2009-08-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

.........well...today was still equally as depressing.. coz i saw THEM again.. but yeah.. i was cheered up by the sales today haha we had quite a lot of fun.. but after that.. sigh.. i just got so irritated by so many people.. including a teacher.. likes to kacau me and like bully me.. i know just play play only but... sigh.. in my mind its like " yalah yalah.. hit me la.. i deserve it.. " or "

Sorry.. again...

2009-08-12T22:37:00.001+08:00

hey hey people... i'm sorry again for the emo post.. i don't even know what i'm thinking haha so just ignore it totally :)... please? haha i just typed without thinking so yeah.. its not 100% true XD.. just ignore it XD97 days to spm :)14 weeks to spm :)

Invisiblity

2009-08-12T17:58:00.003+08:00

(only read if you want.. its just me complaining about life again.. emo moment... i don't think anyone would read it anyways.. at least not the whole way through.. who'd be bothered about me anyways right?) PS. Theres a summary of what i just wrote at teh end.. if you want the short undetailed version..Y'know.. sometimes i just wish i would of just stayed where i was.. and not try to be something

Emotional Rollercoaster

2009-08-10T18:18:00.001+08:00

wow.. i did a test and the results were : "emotional roller coaster.."its like incredibly accurate.. heres what it means..You respond strongly to emotional situations, but this may sometimes result in an emotional rollercoaster! Try not to dwell so much on any harsh feelings you may be experiencing.You are a person whose emotions are unstable and out of control, which can make you moody and

Karen..

2009-08-10T18:11:00.000+08:00

HAPPY B'DAY KAREN JOELLE!!!

Avoidance

2009-08-09T17:30:00.002+08:00

hey.. if you can refrain from reading my emo post down there then thanks haha.. i was feeling like REALLY down.. and yeah... i still am a bit depressed for a few reasons that i would probably get beaten up in school if i wrote here so yeah.. don't ask unless you wanna feel aggravated..but better if you didn't know..You're probably thinking "... this gary ah.. always emo wan oh..."Thats not true!.

Even Though

2009-08-08T22:08:00.002+08:00

.. tonights youth was awesome, spectacular and amazing.. The music was incredible.. i didn't know that our musicians were sooo goood.. actually i did.. XD... my main focus was Calvin and Oscar.. Calvin on the keyboard and Oscar on drums.. they were amazing like always haha... envy is the word i'll use haha.. i envy Calvin's piano skills and Oscar's drumming.. maybe envy is not a good word.. maybe

What i needed

2009-08-07T12:55:00.002+08:00

haha today was incredible.. i makes up for yesterday's emo ness XD.. we had lots of fun SS-ing in class XD.. and then during english before that mr jacob actually praised me ==... he was like "wow you did very well" i got full marks for the first 2 pages which were literature questions.. and i got 12/15 for my essay.. so i got 22/25 :) so in total 88% haha..SO.. we had lots of fun SS-ing with

Depression

2009-08-06T15:12:00.002+08:00

sigh.today was really depressing i dunno why.. well maybe i do haha.. well first of all.. i got like annoyed by my tuition teacher last night.. i was so pissed.. i x layan her for like 2 hours.. if i got question i just ask other people.. she said something that really hit a nerve.. she didn't mean it la.. but it hit the nerve anyways.. ; (Before 1:30)well.. i came to school and all.. and i was

Read it Through NO matter how angry you get in between ==

2009-08-04T18:40:00.002+08:00

An Atheist Professor of Philosophy was speaking to his Class on the problem Science has with GOD, the ALMIGHTY. He asked one of his new Christian students to stand and...Professor : You are a Christian, aren't you, son?Student : Yes, sir.Professor : So, you believe in GOD?Student : Absolutely, sir.Professor : Is GOD good?Student : Sure.Professor : Is GOD ALL - POWERFUL?

Reflexes and Springs

2009-08-02T18:40:00.003+08:00

... ya'know... i'm getting more aware of how i'm getting older ==... it hit me like when i was remembering that last week where miah threw something at me and i just closed my eyes and waved my arms infront of me as if it could protect me... the Younger me... would of dodged.. or caught it.. instead of closing my eyes.. i would of probably been staring at him the whole time anticipating the time

Boring..

2009-08-01T22:11:00.002+08:00

Not much happening lately... so i don't blog much ==.. life has been.. really boring and repetitive... so yeah.. i'll update when something cool happens XD... but for now.. its been really... quiet... so maybe i'll just upload videos or pics..or something... wordless XDI WAS.. supossed to follow carissa to go shopping XD for my prom clothes.. but that didn't work cuz my mom was all like "no.. the

Something Funny XD (edited)

2009-07-31T13:14:00.005+08:00

(popcorn is THAT heavy?)she is so... clumsy.. but that makes her so... bella XD(edit: i just CAN"T STOP watching her drop it XD and the last part where she says :" i guess that was just as awkward as i thought it would be XD" haha so cute :P"

EXAMS ARE OVER..

2009-07-30T19:22:00.001+08:00

they were over yesterday... not much to say.. still in the twilight craze haha.. stupid perfect being ==... ok.. anyways.. thats it i guess...oh yeah..iforgot..there was prayer today XD...pathetic ==

Earth To Gar

2009-07-28T15:33:00.003+08:00

hahahahaha.. i gila twilight i know.. but now i'm starting to come back to reality haha.. i even started writing a novel :P i'll post chapter 1 in facebook or soemthing or maybe here haha.. anyways.. its about an average guy like me.. whose invisible to society and moves from NY to MY.. XD its pretty boring at the beginning but there will be fantasy stuff in it XD the book might be called "

Twilight Exams?

2009-07-26T14:20:00.005+08:00

EDWARDS CAR!!! OMG!! *I WANT*Supossed to be studying.. but can't find the mood.. when i think... the only thing that comes to me is... TWILIGHT!!!!!! .... Robert Pattinson and Kristen Stewart just look so gooooood together ==... i can't seem to focus on anything else right now... curse me who downlloaded twilight before exams... aaah now i'm such in a mood for twilight.. I NEED MORE... i wanna

Epic Moment...

2009-07-23T21:16:00.001+08:00

Kuala Lumpur, Wilayah Persekutuan arrived from google.com.my on "Gsquared: March 2009" by searching for how to do rumusan for folio sivik form 3?. 21:13:25 -- 2 minutes ago

2nd Prayer meeting

2009-07-23T15:31:00.002+08:00

haha.. stupid previous post... i know.. haha... today i stayed back for prayer again .. yay! haha and tomorow going to cf :P... dunno why if i don't do something thats related to church i get all emo ==.. so doing church activities is like an anti emo thing for me..Came back and was revitalised and rejuvenated? lol... feel happy now :)So today.. these were the ones who came:1. Apple2. Frank3.

Lying to myself

2009-07-22T16:35:00.003+08:00

... dunno why i'm just realising it.. i actually knew it a long time ago. but i chose to say its my imagination.. bah... its not my imagination at all.. just putting false encouragement into my head.. yala.. happy for a few days.. then reality and logic comes and proves my earlier thoughts to be correct.. just been lying to myself these past few weeks.. what am i trying to prove to myself anyways

Facing Problems..

2009-07-20T18:17:00.003+08:00

Okay.. today i would like to share my opinion on how i should face problems... its gonna be wierd and totally out of my own opinion so i if i offend anyone else's opinions on something then i will say a sorry in advance.. so only read on if you're prepared to read on how i feel about this topic :)**********************************************************************************************First

Sick...

2009-07-19T15:16:00.002+08:00

... tired.. was sick in the morning.. but i think i'm better now... hopefulyl la... i know i should be sleeping and getting rest.. but i can't get to sleep.. keep waking up every few seconds.. so yeah.. pointless haha... i don't think i'm supossed to be online.. but what the heck haha...I went to church in the morning. it was torture.. cuz i was sick... it was so cold ==.. i had to get out...so

DSLR!!!

2009-07-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

OverviewBackFlashDunno what that does.. but it looks cool XDFrontlol! i want this type!!!THE Nikon Coolpix P90

Photos :P

2009-07-17T21:52:00.002+08:00

Umbrella service anyone? :PHOw'd i end up doing this...WE ARE THE JJGA!! (julian, jeremiah,gareleos,andy)Cool huh? :P:)i like this pic.. for some reason haha my arms look.. normal XDIrving Wallpaper..Joshua... Ronald...KIT ZAI PING!!We can still see you ==AND As i promised.. here are the photos. XD

Prayer Meeting

2009-07-16T17:42:00.002+08:00

Haha.. i stayed back for prayer meeting today.. it was pretty fun.. haha... someone said to me after i came out that "huh? i thought only ascf comittee?" and i was like.. really?! lol so whoops and sorry if invited myself over lol... so yeah..Today.. Apple was sharing.. she shared about how we christains don't have a perfect life.. and that being a christain is hard.. and will have obstacles..

Updating More Photos.. Tomorow :P

2009-07-15T17:13:00.000+08:00

Pasar Ria

2009-07-13T18:16:00.002+08:00

LOL... okay first i'll complain a bit.. my CAMERA GOT CONFISCATED!!!!!! stupid kan... i left it in my bag during pasaria.. so when they sport check i was like "haha check la.. i didn't bring anything.." then i was minding my own buisiness.. then suddenly khaleeda was like " Gar, you bring camera ah?" then i was like "no..." then all the memories came back ==.. and i was like O.O.... then yalah..

Cursing

2009-07-09T17:23:00.002+08:00

CursingHaha.. okay derek heres your post i promised.. on.. tips on how to reduce or eliminate cursing from your own mouths XD.. as you can see it works for me.. coz its my head and my theory so of coarse it does lol.. if you ever here me say S*** or F*** i owe you a ringgit lol... the worst i have ever said is like "crap"? so yeah.. heres how i do it XD1.stReplace the words with other similar

cant stop

2009-07-08T16:39:00.003+08:00

Bah.. i can't stop lol.. i need to write lol i know.. lame right hahahaha... but anyways.. yeah... not much to say.. suddenly felt emo this morning.. but after lunch i got happy again.. for some reason... we were at brass band today.. so funny man... we were supossed to play the song "negaraku" in themorning.. we all didn't feel like it though lol.. so we simply do only... some people say got

2nd post

2009-07-06T19:01:00.003+08:00

i know i posted twice today.. but i just wanted to let you know.. THAT sentence hurt you know?i try so hard.. but then its like you whack me into the wall.. i don't know why i bothered to even try... btw its not "her" i'm way past that.. its a so called "friend"

Apple

2009-07-06T18:16:00.003+08:00

Oh~ haha.. today was pretty cool haha.. well first of all.. during band club.. we had to play the national song for our daily assembly.. and.. the sound system guys.. didn't get the memo coz our teacher came late.. so.. we were like "3,2,1...." then suddenly automated music came out XD.. we were all like just about to hit our drums... (yes i play the snare :P).. HAHA.. anyways.. they all started

Reverse Psychology

2009-07-05T09:59:00.002+08:00

Lol.. well yesterday's youth was pretty short.. but after that we just talked... until around 9 30 XD.. it endid around 8 50 or so... anyways.. yeah.. i got there as usual.. sat at the back as usual.. then Oscar came.. and well tried to reverse psychology me XD.. he say.. "sit in front la... you don't wanna be noticed right? If you sit in the back everyone will notice you.. so sit in the front la

Mind Set

2009-07-03T14:04:00.006+08:00

(yep~)New mind set :P okay sorry for the emo post down there.. i've been feeling really down lately.. but i feel better now i guess.. I was at ASCF today! haha first time leh... haha so yeah the message was quite okay.. hung out with... myself... lol... normal la... Talked a bit to wendy... waved at JoshuaR.. said "yo" to Oscar.. said "hey to miah/sunny" and all the magnet people :P but yeah..

useless

2009-07-02T17:25:00.008+08:00

USELESSSigh.. dunno recently everything i do just blows up in my face... Stupid friend problem again sigh.. its like some of em just treat me like an asset.. after i help them with what they need i don't exist in their eyes anymore.. talk also.. like so... sigh..... I guess i'm forever to just be a supplier... just get to know me so you can get to know my other acquaintances... wat kinda person

Yesterday

2009-06-30T18:17:00.002+08:00

lol anyways.. today i checked me plkn thing and i didn't get chosen for national service MUAHAHAHA~! hopefully its tru la... but anyways this blog about yesterday...YESTERDAY:lots of stupid unfortunate events happenned ==...first..i got smacked across my nose.. and it feels wierd lol... well this guy wanted to high-five me.. but then i was sitting in a wrong angle and when he went for my hand it

Cell Group

2009-06-27T12:50:00.003+08:00

Awwww...!!!! Wendy went to eklektos cell group oh! ==... wendy why dun tell me lol... if you go i can go too mah.. XD.. finally got someone that i know i can follow lol.. oh well.. i find another oppurtunity to go la XD... So wendy.. next time you go tell me ah :P

Religious

2009-06-25T18:00:00.003+08:00

RELIGIOUS:Lol today was wierd.. okay so PJ was there.. and it was tiring as usual.. and then after that was sejarah and that was really boring... but after sejarah work was done.. we had free time.. so i went to wendy's place to cheer her up :) *throws paperp lanes and rubber* :P anyways.. so we were talking about everyone's personal relationship problems haha.. so i just listen la XD.. and then

Men

2009-06-24T16:58:00.002+08:00

EMO (again):Lol.. today was pretty okay.. i guess.. in the beginning was really emo.. coz everyone else was emo.. so we all emo la haha... so yeah.. i guess i emo from last night.. dunno why == just felt like i'm so useless and so many things i regret haha.. but yeah.. today i feel a bit better... so many things i want to say but i don't wanna put it on public display.. pretty deep stuff.. find

Strange

2009-06-23T20:27:00.004+08:00

Strange:Anyways.. i got a random letter from this education thing.. its like a flier for a fair for education in australia... in hayatt on 4th and 5th of july.. hmm.. and i didn't even fill in any thing.. and the letter had my name on it? which is wierd... and even if i do fill in a form i don't usually fill in the address part.. so.. yeah... how'd they get my name? how'd they get my address...My

Cover

2009-06-22T18:21:00.003+08:00

COVERJust trying to move my other post down haha.. it was really wierd and all complain-ish.. and i don't really like it that way.. I'm trying to make my blog easier to be read coz its like all packed and everything but i can't think of anything.. so yeah... I guess i don't have much to say since its like monday and nothing much ever happens on monday..So instead.. i'll just post some pics of

Comparison

2009-06-21T21:17:00.005+08:00

Comparison:i hate being compared to other people.. its so annoying.. its like.. "oooh look he does that~! why don't you do like that also? get better grades.." especially when its about studies ... i mean come on! i'm not him or her.. i'm ME.. which means i do things MY way with MY way of life.. == i still get my studies done! i'm not going to like ruin my life with thoughts of studying every

Faith

2009-06-20T22:07:00.007+08:00

Faith:Well.. today's youth message was pretty cool.. and kinda strange too haha.. everything was like an answer to what i was thinking in my mind for the past few days.. and i just found out that some people read my blog haha and enjoy it lol so yeah i'll "keep up the good work" XD I appreciate all the active readers because then i don't write down my feelings and emotions for nothing. I don't

Hospital

2009-06-20T08:37:00.003+08:00

Hey guys. Had a trip to SMC last night. i wanted to blog it straight away but internet wasn't agreeing with me haha. Anyways.. Yeah my mom was in emergency in SMC. Its a hospital btw. So yeah this is what happenned.I got back home from tuition. Then my dad went to take out some food coz he said my mom told him to cause shes sick.. so then when we got back from taking out some food someone called.

New Emo Post

2009-06-18T18:13:00.003+08:00

.. sorry i gotta be emo on this following post ==.. these past few days have been really depressing.. i don't know why either.. just this morning i woke up crying coz of some dream.. i can't even remember what was about ==... you know those dreams where its all sad and all then you wake up crying and just can't stop? i think its like a body function of when you bottle too much emotions inside and

New Chem Teach

2009-06-16T18:09:00.004+08:00

Woah... the most interesting part of today was that... no bm.. no physics.. no chem ... but the REAL interesting thing is CHEMISTRY.. instead of "madam" Susan coming in hahah.. a pelatih came and taught us endothermic and exothermic reactions haha... she spent like 2 hours just explaining what they were ==... She talkes.. like.. at the speed of grass growing man...shes like "the... the......heat.

Silent Help

2009-06-15T19:24:00.002+08:00

Haha hey people again.. this was the first day of school and it already sucked == real bad haha.. well we got our civiks back and it wasnt that bad but dunno why overall school just was really tiring.. felt like sleeping the whole time haha... anyways.. yeah... i feel so useless right now.. a friend is going through some things and all i can do is say "aaw.. you tried.. thats the thing that

Back to School

2009-06-13T19:15:00.003+08:00

sigh.. just thinking about school on monday makes me so .... depressed... its so ... sigh... Its already sat night and i'm wasting my time just staring at the screen.. nobody to chat with either haizz.. holidays overall was pretty boring.. there weren't any exciting things that happenned during the hols... just watched a movie... and then slept over at a friends thats pretty much it... i even had

My Music

2009-06-09T16:52:00.004+08:00

Hello people... well.. theres been quite a bit on my mind lately haha.. Well first of all... Oscar invited me to go to eklektos cell group... and i'm not sure if i should go or not haha.. well you know la i'm not that much of a people person... but i'll think about it la...Another thing... i need to improve my music.. its been dropping in quality lately. I'm guessing coz i' don't go to lessons

Drums

2009-06-07T22:05:00.003+08:00

I've never had a chance to say this but now i do have a chance to say this XD The sound of someone playing the drums is incredibly awesome to me haha. Especially if the person is pouring out all his feelings and emotions into the rhythm and the beat.. It gives a song a whole new feeling to it.. You can tell if the drummer really means it when he plays. You can tell if the person is putting his